Please Give Faith to my Hubby Lord

Lord, please give faith to my hubby even just small like a mustard seed. Lord, I am begging He needs you now and in his life. He never faith Lord and always questioning You and asking why.. why.. I get tired sometimes Lord but I don't know why I am still firm and standing still despite of everything that are happening, it is because I believe Lord that You are there for me and also to my hubby. Please help my hubby develop the faith he needed Lord. Please Lord. Please.  Thank you Lord.

Scary Morning

Today I chatted with my hubby, early morning there and evening here. He made poop and made a test again for blood and it turned positive. He was so scared and nervous and said something negative again. It is always like this everytime He will encounter problems, instead of becoming strong, he is so weak. Lord, I really don't know what to do but pray and put my trust in You. Lord God, you know my husband well and you know his weakness and I believe you are not going to give us problems beyond our limitations so I am putting my trust in You Lord that you are going to take of my hubby. Please Lord guide him, be with Him, change the way he thinks and reacts to problems. Lord, we need you Lord. I also need you Lord for myself to endure these things/problems we are experiencing right now. It is very hard Lord but I believe nothing is impossible with You. My hubby needs you so much Lord at this moment, at this very time, he is so scared and nervous and very hard because we are very far. I know you understand him Lord because I don't sometimes so please give me more patience and understanding and wisdom. Same with my hubby Lord, pls give him wisdom and understanding of the things that are happening to him. Thank you Lord for being there always. I give you glory Lord for making me who I am. I love you Lord.

Praise You Lord

Praise You Lord God.. Hubby told me that he is feeling better now. I was very happy to hear about the good news and forever grateful for You Lord. Thank You  very much Lord from the bottom of my heart.

Overwhelmed by Problems

Lord, when will these problems will go away? one after another its adding up. Hubby shared to me today that he has been experiencing abdominal pain for a while now and everytime he will poop, it is always watery first. He said, it might be Crohns or colon cancer. He told me he is so scared but I told him just relax and pray. I told him if God is for us who can be against us. While I was also searching for a reviewer, there is this ebook kept on popping out everytime i type the word nclex and wonder why and I was intrigued and opened it.The title of the book is Intimacy with God, will cost you. I read it loudly to my hubby until he felt asleep. It was a very nice book, though I read only the preview but I could say that God is telling me to read it. Lord, my hubby is trying to come closer to You, please lead him in the right way and heal him Lord. I couldnt help my just cry until now while typing this. I am overwhelmed by problems Lord. Please be with us and use these problems and trials we are facing right now for your greater plans for us. Lord, I believe you have plans for us. Please lead and guide us to your plans. Help us Lord to see you first. We dont have much financially Lord, you know that but we are willing to help. PLease take control Lord. Thank you also to my friends who are praying for me and my hubby. Please be with them also Lord. There are instances Lord, I feel jealous to some of my friends who are already outside  and living together with their partner but I know its not good Lord so please take away that jealousy part of me. Thank you Lord.

Thank you Lord

Thank you so much Lord for hubby's stool has no blood no more. Thank you Lord for all the blessings and for always there for us. Thank for being there always ready to help us when we need you. I love you Lord

Hubby Scared

Today, I chatted with my hubby on skype and he said something to me that made him so scared. It was his blood in the stool. I was also afraid when he said it to me but I told him don't be panicked but instead just relax and pray. Lord, I'm praying for hubby that nothing serious with his health and that the blood stool when not come back no more. This is I ask in Jesus name and through the intercession of Mama Mary, our mother. Amen. Thank you Lord. Please give us wisdom, understanding and knowledge we need Lord especially my hubby. He needs you in his life Lord.

Another Problem - Another Way to be Closer to God

This morning, my hubby told me about the letter he received from the government and it is all about the overpaid unemployment benefits he received. He needs to pay the government $2,000+ and he just started working a week ago. Another stress for him but he can't do anything and I told him just pay slowly monthly. He was very upset about it esp. to the government but I tried to be calmed. Lord, we haven't not yet started our visa application yet and we need the money but still another problem we encounter again. Lord, please take control. Sometimes I was overwhelmed by problems because it is adding one after another but I will put my trust in You Lord. Please help us to overcome these problems we are having right now Lord especially my hubby who is doing his best to bring me there. Be with us always Lord especially to my hubby, give him wisdom, knowledge, patient and understanding he needed. Thank You Father.