Sunday, September 30, 2012

I Need Patience Lord

Lord, please give me more patience to understand my hubby. Tonight I almost lost my patience again. I just don't understand him Lord. I really don't. You've given so much but still he has still questions. Please Lord continue to heal him and let him know that You are the who heal him and that he will be able to trust in You completely. Thank you Lord.

Saturday, September 29, 2012

Hubby Didnot Make it to the Clinic

Hubby told me he didnot make it to the clinic on his appointment today. He cancelled it and will just go for colonoscopy. I would say thank you Lord. Thank you Lord for hubby's poops is getting better. Thank you Lord for healing my hubby. Thank you Lord for all the blessings. Continue praying Lord that nothing is wrong with my hubby especially during his colonoscopy, no schedule yet. All glory and praises to you Lord. I love you Lord.

Thursday, September 27, 2012

You are Amazing God

I talked to my hubby on skype today. This morning, he went poop and there was few drops of blood on his popoo. Hubby was scared but I told him that just relax, pray and believe. I was trying to be strong for my hubby and told him that don't be anxious hon, if you believe in God then you shouldn't be worried or you still worrying means you don't believe the power of God. Then he said that if he is talking to me, he is not scared but he get scared later.  Lord, thank you so much for taking over with me, hubby told me I am amazing and have a big faith in You, I owe it to You Lord because You are amazing.
Hubby and I prayed again tonight and I could really feel Lord God how you are working in our lives. Thank you Lord. Thank you Mama Mary and St. Jude for your intercessions. I could really see the change you made to hubby Lord. What a miracle Lord. Thank you also for those who prayed for us Lord.
This morning, she made poopo again but thank God, no blood in there and it has hard this time. Lord God, thank you so much. Thank You Lord. Thank You Lord. He is scheduled to see a Gastroenterologist this Friday Lord, You know how limited our funds because hubby just started working this month. Praying Lord God for his continue healing and that he doesn't need to see the doctor this Friday because it will cost a lot. Thank you so much Lord. Thank you for making things possible and for all the blessings you continue to shower on us Lord. I love you Lord.

Tuesday, September 25, 2012

Take Control Lord

I slept late last night, almost 2 am already. I couldn't slept thinking of hubby and at the same time praying and  reading everything about colon cancer and the tests. I cried and cried until I fell asleep.

Today, I chatted with my hubby and for the first time I saw him crying and very scared. For the first time also, we prayed together on skype. It is very hard especially we are far from each other but I am trying my best to be strong because God is always there, thank you Lord. Thank you Lord because I feel your presence especially in the prayer earlier. Thank you Lord for this problem that we learned to pray together. Lord, you know how scared my hubby and me, too, but we are going to put our trust in You Lord because I believe Lord that You will not going to allow things to happen with a reason and that You have plans for us, plans to prosper and not to harm us. Lord, help us to trust in You. Help us Lord in this problem we are facing right now. Lord, I pray that nothing serious with my hubby please. He has been experiencing abdominal pain, diarrhea and positive blood in the stool. Sometimes he is feeling dizzy. Lord, I believe You are our Healer. Please heal my hubby Lord and let him feel your presence and transform his life Lord as believer of you so me and him can serve you. Lord, we are doing our best now to put You as the center of our relationship. Lord, please take control. I know You have plans for us, plans that are beyond our understanding. Please help us to understand You more. Give us wisdom, knowledge and understanding we need Lord God to know Your will and overcome these problems we are facing right now. Thank you Lord. Thank You so much from the bottom of my heart. I love you Lord.

Monday, September 24, 2012

Please Give Faith to my Hubby Lord

Lord, please give faith to my hubby even just small like a mustard seed. Lord, I am begging He needs you now and in his life. He never faith Lord and always questioning You and asking why.. why.. I get tired sometimes Lord but I don't know why I am still firm and standing still despite of everything that are happening, it is because I believe Lord that You are there for me and also to my hubby. Please help my hubby develop the faith he needed Lord. Please Lord. Please.  Thank you Lord.

Scary Morning

Today I chatted with my hubby, early morning there and evening here. He made poop and made a test again for blood and it turned positive. He was so scared and nervous and said something negative again. It is always like this everytime He will encounter problems, instead of becoming strong, he is so weak. Lord, I really don't know what to do but pray and put my trust in You. Lord God, you know my husband well and you know his weakness and I believe you are not going to give us problems beyond our limitations so I am putting my trust in You Lord that you are going to take of my hubby. Please Lord guide him, be with Him, change the way he thinks and reacts to problems. Lord, we need you Lord. I also need you Lord for myself to endure these things/problems we are experiencing right now. It is very hard Lord but I believe nothing is impossible with You. My hubby needs you so much Lord at this moment, at this very time, he is so scared and nervous and very hard because we are very far. I know you understand him Lord because I don't sometimes so please give me more patience and understanding and wisdom. Same with my hubby Lord, pls give him wisdom and understanding of the things that are happening to him. Thank you Lord for being there always. I give you glory Lord for making me who I am. I love you Lord.

Sunday, September 23, 2012

Praise You Lord

Praise You Lord God.. Hubby told me that he is feeling better now. I was very happy to hear about the good news and forever grateful for You Lord. Thank You  very much Lord from the bottom of my heart.

Monday, September 17, 2012

Overwhelmed by Problems

Lord, when will these problems will go away? one after another its adding up. Hubby shared to me today that he has been experiencing abdominal pain for a while now and everytime he will poop, it is always watery first. He said, it might be Crohns or colon cancer. He told me he is so scared but I told him just relax and pray. I told him if God is for us who can be against us. While I was also searching for a reviewer, there is this ebook kept on popping out everytime i type the word nclex and wonder why and I was intrigued and opened it.The title of the book is Intimacy with God, will cost you. I read it loudly to my hubby until he felt asleep. It was a very nice book, though I read only the preview but I could say that God is telling me to read it. Lord, my hubby is trying to come closer to You, please lead him in the right way and heal him Lord. I couldnt help my just cry until now while typing this. I am overwhelmed by problems Lord. Please be with us and use these problems and trials we are facing right now for your greater plans for us. Lord, I believe you have plans for us. Please lead and guide us to your plans. Help us Lord to see you first. We dont have much financially Lord, you know that but we are willing to help. PLease take control Lord. Thank you also to my friends who are praying for me and my hubby. Please be with them also Lord. There are instances Lord, I feel jealous to some of my friends who are already outside  and living together with their partner but I know its not good Lord so please take away that jealousy part of me. Thank you Lord.

Thank you Lord

Thank you so much Lord for hubby's stool has no blood no more. Thank you Lord for all the blessings and for always there for us. Thank for being there always ready to help us when we need you. I love you Lord

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

Hubby Scared

Today, I chatted with my hubby on skype and he said something to me that made him so scared. It was his blood in the stool. I was also afraid when he said it to me but I told him don't be panicked but instead just relax and pray. Lord, I'm praying for hubby that nothing serious with his health and that the blood stool when not come back no more. This is I ask in Jesus name and through the intercession of Mama Mary, our mother. Amen. Thank you Lord. Please give us wisdom, understanding and knowledge we need Lord especially my hubby. He needs you in his life Lord.

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Another Problem - Another Way to be Closer to God

This morning, my hubby told me about the letter he received from the government and it is all about the overpaid unemployment benefits he received. He needs to pay the government $2,000+ and he just started working a week ago. Another stress for him but he can't do anything and I told him just pay slowly monthly. He was very upset about it esp. to the government but I tried to be calmed. Lord, we haven't not yet started our visa application yet and we need the money but still another problem we encounter again. Lord, please take control. Sometimes I was overwhelmed by problems because it is adding one after another but I will put my trust in You Lord. Please help us to overcome these problems we are having right now Lord especially my hubby who is doing his best to bring me there. Be with us always Lord especially to my hubby, give him wisdom, knowledge, patient and understanding he needed. Thank You Father.

Monday, September 3, 2012

Chaplet of Divine Mercy


A  prayer online of Divine Mercy, this is an interactive type. I prayed this today. Thank you Lord.

Please click on this http://www.praydivinemercy.com/ to view the prayer. God bless everyone.



Say on "Our Father" bead:
FIRST DECADE:
Say on each "Hail Mary" bead:
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
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Eternal Father, I offer you the Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity of Your Dearly Beloved Son, Our Lord, Jesus Christ, in atonement for our sins and those of the whole world.
I believe in God, the Father almighty, creator of heaven 
and earth. I believe in Jesus Christ, His only Son, our 
Lord. He was conceived by the power of the Holy Spirit 
and born of the Virgin Mary. He suffered under Pontius 
Pilate, was crucified, died, and was buried. He 
descended to the dead. On the third day He rose again. 
He ascended into heaven and is seated at the right hand of 
the Father. He will come to judge the living and the 
dead. I believe in the Holy Spirit, 
the holy catholic Church, the communion of saints, 
the forgiveness of sins, the resurrection of the 
body, and the life everlasting. 
Amen.
Say the "Our Father"
Say the "Hail Mary"
Say the "Apostle's Creed"
Make the Sign + of the Cross
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Say on "Our Father" bead:
SECOND DECADE:
Say on each "Hail Mary" bead:
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
Eternal Father, I offer you the Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity of Your Dearly Beloved Son, Our Lord, Jesus Christ, in atonement for our sins and those of the whole world.
Say on "Our Father" bead:
THIRD DECADE:
Say on each "Hail Mary" bead:
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
Eternal Father, I offer you the Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity of Your Dearly Beloved Son, Our Lord, Jesus Christ, in atonement for our sins and those of the whole world.
Say on "Our Father" bead:
FOURTH DECADE:
Say on each "Hail Mary" bead:
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
Eternal Father, I offer you the Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity of Your Dearly Beloved Son, Our Lord, Jesus Christ, in atonement for our sins and those of the whole world.
Say on "Our Father" bead:
FIFTH DECADE:
Say on each "Hail Mary" bead:
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
Eternal Father, I offer you the Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity of Your Dearly Beloved Son, Our Lord, Jesus Christ, in atonement for our sins and those of the whole world.
Say 3 times:
CONCLUDE WITH:
Holy God, Holy Mighty One, Holy Immortal One, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
Make the Sign + of the Cross
OPTIONAL CLOSING PRAYER:
O Blood and Water, which gushed forth from the Heart of Jesus as a fountain of Mercy for us, I trust in You! 

Eternal God, in whom mercy is endless and the treasury 
of compassion --- inexhaustible, look kindly upon us and increase Your mercy in us, that in difficult moments we might not despair nor become despondent, but with 
great confidence submit ourselves to Your holy will, 
which is Love and Mercy itself.
This ends the Chaplet of Divine Mercy.
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You expired, Jesus, but the source of life gushed forth for souls, and the ocean of mercy opened up for the whole world. O Fount of Life, unfathomable Divine Mercy, envelop the whole world and empty Yourself out upon us. 

O Blood and Water, which gushed forth from the Heart of Jesus as a fountain of Mercy for us, I trust in You!
Opening Prayers
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Say on "Our Father" bead:
FIRST DECADE:
Say on each "Hail Mary" bead:
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
Visitors
Eternal Father, I offer you the Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity of Your Dearly Beloved Son, Our Lord, Jesus Christ, in atonement for our sins and those of the whole world.
I believe in God, the Father almighty, creator of heaven 
and earth. I believe in Jesus Christ, His only Son, our 
Lord. He was conceived by the power of the Holy Spirit 
and born of the Virgin Mary. He suffered under Pontius 
Pilate, was crucified, died, and was buried. He 
descended to the dead. On the third day He rose again. 
He ascended into heaven and is seated at the right hand of 
the Father. He will come to judge the living and the 
dead. I believe in the Holy Spirit, 
the holy catholic Church, the communion of saints, 
the forgiveness of sins, the resurrection of the 
body, and the life everlasting. 
Amen.
Say the "Our Father"
Say the "Hail Mary"
Say the "Apostle's Creed"
Make the Sign + of the Cross
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divinemercy001027.jpgdivinemercy001025.jpg
Say on "Our Father" bead:
SECOND DECADE:
Say on each "Hail Mary" bead:
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
Eternal Father, I offer you the Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity of Your Dearly Beloved Son, Our Lord, Jesus Christ, in atonement for our sins and those of the whole world.
Say on "Our Father" bead:
THIRD DECADE:
Say on each "Hail Mary" bead:
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
Eternal Father, I offer you the Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity of Your Dearly Beloved Son, Our Lord, Jesus Christ, in atonement for our sins and those of the whole world.
Say on "Our Father" bead:
FOURTH DECADE:
Say on each "Hail Mary" bead:
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
Eternal Father, I offer you the Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity of Your Dearly Beloved Son, Our Lord, Jesus Christ, in atonement for our sins and those of the whole world.
Say on "Our Father" bead:
FIFTH DECADE:
Say on each "Hail Mary" bead:
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
Eternal Father, I offer you the Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity of Your Dearly Beloved Son, Our Lord, Jesus Christ, in atonement for our sins and those of the whole world.
Say 3 times:
CONCLUDE WITH:
Holy God, Holy Mighty One, Holy Immortal One, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
Make the Sign + of the Cross
OPTIONAL CLOSING PRAYER:
O Blood and Water, which gushed forth from the Heart of Jesus as a fountain of Mercy for us, I trust in You! 

Eternal God, in whom mercy is endless and the treasury 
of compassion --- inexhaustible, look kindly upon us and increase Your mercy in us, that in difficult moments we might not despair nor become despondent, but with 
great confidence submit ourselves to Your holy will, 
which is Love and Mercy itself.
This ends the Chaplet of Divine Mercy.
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You expired, Jesus, but the source of life gushed forth for souls, and the ocean of mercy opened up for the whole world. O Fount of Life, unfathomable Divine Mercy, envelop the whole world and empty Yourself out upon us. 

O Blood and Water, which gushed forth from the Heart of Jesus as a fountain of Mercy for us, I trust in You!
Opening Prayers
* Tip: Instead of using your mouse to click each check box, use Tab/Space.