I slept late last night, almost 2 am already. I couldn't slept thinking of hubby and at the same time praying and reading everything about colon cancer and the tests. I cried and cried until I fell asleep.
Today, I chatted with my hubby and for the first time I saw him crying and very scared. For the first time also, we prayed together on skype. It is very hard especially we are far from each other but I am trying my best to be strong because God is always there, thank you Lord. Thank you Lord because I feel your presence especially in the prayer earlier. Thank you Lord for this problem that we learned to pray together. Lord, you know how scared my hubby and me, too, but we are going to put our trust in You Lord because I believe Lord that You will not going to allow things to happen with a reason and that You have plans for us, plans to prosper and not to harm us. Lord, help us to trust in You. Help us Lord in this problem we are facing right now. Lord, I pray that nothing serious with my hubby please. He has been experiencing abdominal pain, diarrhea and positive blood in the stool. Sometimes he is feeling dizzy. Lord, I believe You are our Healer. Please heal my hubby Lord and let him feel your presence and transform his life Lord as believer of you so me and him can serve you. Lord, we are doing our best now to put You as the center of our relationship. Lord, please take control. I know You have plans for us, plans that are beyond our understanding. Please help us to understand You more. Give us wisdom, knowledge and understanding we need Lord God to know Your will and overcome these problems we are facing right now. Thank you Lord. Thank You so much from the bottom of my heart. I love you Lord.
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