I Chose to Trust God Wholeheartedly

Today, I chatted with my hubby. I listened to him and so many complains regarding his health. He is still having watery poops until now, back pain, numbness behind shoulder and tummy pain. The bad thing I heard from him is he said he will going to die young. I told him don't say that because if God wants to take your life early, he had done that already before. I thought he had changed already Lord but he said again that if He die before the age of 50, he will curse You. Lord, what will I do for him to change that kind of attitude, he needs to lower himself before you Lord but he doesn't know how.. please Lord, my hubby really needs you, please Lord transform Him in to the person You wanted him to be. He is very nice man Lord but he has a temper and pride that only You can change. Lord, upon hearing those words from my hubby, I chose not to cry, fight, I just listened and told him the right things but very hard for him to understand what I am saying.. Am i forcing him so hard Lord? Instead of getting mad, I decided to put my trust in You Lord. It is up to Your will Lord.. LOrd, make your will happen to my hubby. I believe Lord that you have plans for us. Plans not to harm us but for our good. Take care of my hubby Lord, change him according to your will and not my will.  Thank you Lord. I don't want to worry no more Lord because I trust You. Help me Lord and guide me   if what You want me to do. All glory to You Lord.

Appointment Confirmation for Colonoscopy

This is a copy of my hubby's appointment for colonoscopy on October 22, 2012.
Lord, I'm asking you Lord God to completely heal my hubby before the said date of his colonoscopy. I'm asking this Lord God with my all my heart and I will give this to You for Your glory Lord. I will repost this in every miracle stories I will encounter. Heal my hubby completely Lord, in Jesus name and asking the intercession of Mama Mary and St. Jude. Thank You Lord. Thank You Lord. Forever I will praise You Lord. I don't doubt your power Lord and I believe You are our Healer. You've showed in from the past Lord and you are still continuing doing it through hearing different testimonies of their healing. Help us not to look back and doubt You Lord. I want to offer this to You Lord for your glory, please take it Lord. Thank you again Lord. I love you my God.

Appointment Confirmation
Patient Name :
Patient ID# :
Procedure : Colonoscopy
Region :
Physician : Cavazos, Jorge Miguel M.D.
Address of Clinic : San Antonio GI Endoscopy Center
520 East Euclid Ave, San Antonio, TX 78212
Clinic Phone : (214) 689 5960
Scheduled for : 10/22/2012 at 12:00 PM
Instructions:
1. You should arrive 1 hour before your appointment.
2. Bring along all medical records and active prescriptions.
3. If you need to reschedule your appointment, you must do so at least 3 days prior to your scheduled appointment. Cancellations must be made in writing via email at info@colonoscopyassist.com
4. You will need to have someone to pick you up after your procedure.
5. You should receive your prep instructions from the clinic directly. If you have not received your prep instruction up to 3 days before your appointment, call the clinic immediately.

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Rocky Roads

My hubby is still experiencing watery stool with drops of blood. I admit, I was scared when he shared me that and I was telling him to go to the ER or clinic wherever he can get stool exam. But he said he will just wait for his colonoscopy schedule.
Lord, what else we need to do, please guide us and enlighten us, be with us Lord on how to react things, and everything that is happening. I admit Lord I was scared and sorry for that Lord. I know I just need to trust You 100 percent. Please help me and hubby how to do it. You know Lord we don't much money right now and we need to start processing our papers. Sometimes Lord it is so depressing but I always turn to Your words Lord God, thank you Lord for being there when we are weak and helpless.
Hubby just submitted his forms for colonoscopy, Lord. he needs to do this. But if You know Lord God that nothing wrong with Him, please Lord cancel the date of colonoscopy and heal him Lord prior to the test. We need your intervention and your hand to touch my hubby Lord. Thank you so much Lord in advance and this is Yours Lord.

I Need Patience Lord

Lord, please give me more patience to understand my hubby. Tonight I almost lost my patience again. I just don't understand him Lord. I really don't. You've given so much but still he has still questions. Please Lord continue to heal him and let him know that You are the who heal him and that he will be able to trust in You completely. Thank you Lord.

Hubby Didnot Make it to the Clinic

Hubby told me he didnot make it to the clinic on his appointment today. He cancelled it and will just go for colonoscopy. I would say thank you Lord. Thank you Lord for hubby's poops is getting better. Thank you Lord for healing my hubby. Thank you Lord for all the blessings. Continue praying Lord that nothing is wrong with my hubby especially during his colonoscopy, no schedule yet. All glory and praises to you Lord. I love you Lord.

You are Amazing God

I talked to my hubby on skype today. This morning, he went poop and there was few drops of blood on his popoo. Hubby was scared but I told him that just relax, pray and believe. I was trying to be strong for my hubby and told him that don't be anxious hon, if you believe in God then you shouldn't be worried or you still worrying means you don't believe the power of God. Then he said that if he is talking to me, he is not scared but he get scared later.  Lord, thank you so much for taking over with me, hubby told me I am amazing and have a big faith in You, I owe it to You Lord because You are amazing.
Hubby and I prayed again tonight and I could really feel Lord God how you are working in our lives. Thank you Lord. Thank you Mama Mary and St. Jude for your intercessions. I could really see the change you made to hubby Lord. What a miracle Lord. Thank you also for those who prayed for us Lord.
This morning, she made poopo again but thank God, no blood in there and it has hard this time. Lord God, thank you so much. Thank You Lord. Thank You Lord. He is scheduled to see a Gastroenterologist this Friday Lord, You know how limited our funds because hubby just started working this month. Praying Lord God for his continue healing and that he doesn't need to see the doctor this Friday because it will cost a lot. Thank you so much Lord. Thank you for making things possible and for all the blessings you continue to shower on us Lord. I love you Lord.

Take Control Lord

I slept late last night, almost 2 am already. I couldn't slept thinking of hubby and at the same time praying and  reading everything about colon cancer and the tests. I cried and cried until I fell asleep.

Today, I chatted with my hubby and for the first time I saw him crying and very scared. For the first time also, we prayed together on skype. It is very hard especially we are far from each other but I am trying my best to be strong because God is always there, thank you Lord. Thank you Lord because I feel your presence especially in the prayer earlier. Thank you Lord for this problem that we learned to pray together. Lord, you know how scared my hubby and me, too, but we are going to put our trust in You Lord because I believe Lord that You will not going to allow things to happen with a reason and that You have plans for us, plans to prosper and not to harm us. Lord, help us to trust in You. Help us Lord in this problem we are facing right now. Lord, I pray that nothing serious with my hubby please. He has been experiencing abdominal pain, diarrhea and positive blood in the stool. Sometimes he is feeling dizzy. Lord, I believe You are our Healer. Please heal my hubby Lord and let him feel your presence and transform his life Lord as believer of you so me and him can serve you. Lord, we are doing our best now to put You as the center of our relationship. Lord, please take control. I know You have plans for us, plans that are beyond our understanding. Please help us to understand You more. Give us wisdom, knowledge and understanding we need Lord God to know Your will and overcome these problems we are facing right now. Thank you Lord. Thank You so much from the bottom of my heart. I love you Lord.