Ct Scan Sched

2nd Session Chemotherapy

First Chemotherapy thru Port

Be with my honey today Lord on his first chemotherapy treatment thru port. Thank You Lord. Praying everything will go smooth and there will be no adverse reactions.

Pathology Result Released

Today the doctor called my hubby on phone to tell him the result of his pathology tests. The surgeon said that they got 30 lympnodes and 4 was infected. I don't really understand much about it and so I did research online about it but was disappointed. I was afraid of what I read and at the same I felt sad because God didnot answer the prayers I asked him for now. I am sorry Lord, You know how I am feeling but I am Yours Lord, I need to trust You more. Please be my strength always Lord. I am very weak and I feel disappointed on things I didnot get yet. I offer this discouragement and what I feel to You Lord. Thank You Lord for always being there.

My Hubby was Discharged Today

Four days after the surgery, the doctor already ordered my hubby that he can go home. Thank you Lord. He feels better now, though he is still in pain and throat irritations but he has pain medications. He will be staying at his sister's house for the meantime while recovering from the surgery. Be with him and his family always Lord. Thank You Lord.

Surgery Done - Thank You Lord

Praise You Lord for the successful surgery of my hubby. Thank You Lord for being his surgeon, for comforting him prior to his surgery and all the way throughout his surgery. Thank You Lord for his sisters who are always there for him. His sister Barbara who traveled for 30 hours by car to be with my hubby and Karen who is always there for him. What a blessing! Yes, I was not there for my hubby during his hard times but I felt comfortable knowing that he has very supportive family and most of all You are always there for him, for us Lord. Thank You Lord for this opportunity to experience Your goodness. As I always said Lord that I am not worthy of all Your goodness and blessings. Allow me Lord God to also share to others Your goodness if You will. The battle is not yet over Lord but I believe this is not only our battle but Yours. Continue to be with us Lord in this journey. All glory and honor is Yours Almighty Father forever and ever. Amen.

Surgery Day - Be His Surgeon Lord

Today is really a long day for me. I chatted with my hubby this morning, night their time. His surgery is scheduled at 1pm his time but need to get there at 10 am. He looked calmer today than for the past days. How I really wish I was there with him but I didnot dwell on that too much because the fact is I'm here and very impossible for me to get there now. One thing I believe that I can call on God for help for He is Almighty, powerful, full of mercy and our Father, He cares for us so much.
I left home to go to San Pedro Church to attend the mass but I was late but still attended the mass. I prayed, asking intercessions from the saints whose statues are in the cathedral, praying to God with Mama Mary's intercession. I lighted 3 candles then after I decided to go to Pink Sisters Chapel by myself. I didnot eat my lunch yet and I heard that it is better to pray when you are empty and offer it as a sacrifice. I stayed for one hour in the chapel, prayed my rosary, talked to God and wrote my petitions on the piece of paper to be prayed by the sisters. It was such a perfect day, very peaceful and I felt alone talking to our God and Mama Mary. I asked God for a miracle because I believe He along can perform it, I asked God to be my hubby's surgeon on that day, have a successful surgery, let my hubby live and there will no trace of cancer. I know I am asking God very big favor and God is good, I believe He will answer the desires of my heart in His own perfect time. Thank You Lord. Thank you Mama Mary for your powerful intercession. Thank you St. Peregrine and St. Camillus de Lelis for your intercessions and for being very good example to us, I really admire you both and want to do things that are pleasing to our God. Thank you to my family, relatives and friends who are there praying for my hubby's healing. Walang hanggang pasasalamat ang sa Iyo'y sasambitin.